in need of vodka tonic and then some
March 25, 2008i haven’t posted in a while. there was work (which is nothing new since im a self-confessed workaholic) and there was the holy week (which was spent drinking/sleeping/eating/more sleeping) and there was my new domain (which is giving me mini migraines everytime i try to finish tweaking it)…so yeah, i haven’t posted in a while.
so…i will be free writing. meaning, i will be jumping from one topic to another while my fingers hover over the keyboard as i try to organize my thoughts while listening to my current playlist that’s been driving my bro nuts (cuz i like to play it loud on the speakers…on a loop).
my current playlist (both on the laptop & ipod):
because of you - kelly clarkson
since you’ve been gone - kelly clarkson
samson - regina spektor
worn me down - rachel yamagata
someday we’ll know - mandy moore & switchfoot
and ive discovered this NYC band through a hollywood gossip blog and ive been obsessed with their songs ever since. il talk about them later. i totally heart their music that i decided they deserve a separate entry. soon. this is a segue. il jump back to the main topic now.kk.
ooppss…but i don’t have a main topic. errr…help?
oh wait i know, let’s make my current playlist my main topic. let’s have a q&a portion with myself. could be fun.
me: why do you only have 5 songs on your current playlist?
sarah: because those are the only 5 songs i could find appropriate for whatever it is im going drama over right this moment starting last week.
me: what’s the drama?
sarah: if you read my post before the panagbenga entry, you’ll know.
me: but i don’t…
sarah: then you’re slow. like janina san miguel slow.
me: oh wait! i get it now! you’re being such an ultra sap lately, right?
sarah: just semi ultra sap. don’t get too excited.
me: whateve. move on.
sarah: where’s the question? this is a q&a portion! not a dr. phil portion!
me: move on. be happy.
sarah: …..
erm…i suddenly feel like burying myself under the sheets with my ipod and cry myself to sleep again. this q&a portion. not a good idea. i know i sound like a retard right now. but bear with me, cuz im still trying to cope. it comes in waves. im happy this minute, after ten seconds il be staring at nothing. then later on hyperventilating. crying. cursing. asking. wishing. and more crying.
im thankful i have my job…that keeps me busy and sane nowadays.
il go now. il return with a more comprehensive entry later. i need my vodka tonic so badly. or maybe some sleep. or both.
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Vodka tonic + valium-induced sleep + fried chicken (or whatever your comfort food is) + cigarettes + good friends. Yeah, that should make you feel a bit better =)
Posted by Helga at April 1, 2008, 8:19 pm