im aliveeeeeeeeee

yey belated happy birthday to me! turned 24 last saturday (the 14th) and gaahh…i feel old.

nway been neglecting my blogging duties for a few weeks now. i don't have an excuse, except that i did finish a mile- long post yesterday which i scrapped because well, it was tooo lengthy and it was just a long story of how my past weeks have been. so yeah, i deleted it and since im finally posting something today i decided to put up a quick list on how my past weeks have been.

:~: spent holy week with my Be's family. and sorry for me, nope we dint go down to manila or pampanga, the family came up here in baguio. because we had to work. yes, i had to go to work from holy monday to good friday. its a pathetic life i have.

:~: had a simple birthday celeb. no wild parties. no drinking sprees. yeah because ive become lame like that. nah not really. the initial plan was for us to go down to my lola's place in La Union and go swimming. just me and my Be. but with all the hulabaloo at the office (with my coach being forced to resign and one of my close friends at the office decide to get a life and resign as well) and all that family gatherings because of holy week, i decided that i wanna stay home and just get a decent shut-eye.so i just cooked almost 2 kilos of my Tuna Baked Mac which we packed and gave away to friends, office mates and family. went to my mom's place with the same said mac, what's left of the fish fillet i made the night before and a huge tub of ice cream complete with marshmallows and colorful sprinklers. went home early. slept early. attended an airsoft game the next day and got a red pelt on my left hand due to playing without gloves. since i still feel tired (like pregnant tired…as if i know how that feels), left the gamesite by 5PM. went home and watched Survivor FIJI. went back to town to buy a DVD and Yellow Cab Pizza. was asleep again by 1AM. my Be had to go to work the next day while im left home the whole day to lounge around and be depressed. im not feeling my 24th birthday. ugh. must be the weather.

:~: im ready to give up trying to be happy in this company. last night, i updated and polished my resume and emailed it to 2 other companies both located here in baguio. im crossing my fingers that i get a positive reply soon as possible. before i completely lose my sanity.

:~: oh, oh i remember something that really made my day last saturday. when i arrived home last saturday (which was of course, my birthday) , i was greeted by my Be (who was supposed to be at work) singing a happy birthday like a retard still wearing his pantulog shorts and his hair shooting up in all directions. it was a funny sight. he was so cute with his bagong gising look and swaying side to side while singing me my birthday song. loovvvee…

oh well…obviously, im really bored. im still here at the office checking my email every 10 seconds in hope that i get a reply on those companies i applied for last night. il just gather my happy spirit together in maybe post something sunshinier tomorrow. ciao!