January 25, 2006

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pathetic.

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there’s not much to do here at work. that’s why im blogging straight after 3 hours of sitting in my butt, zoning in to my favorite websites, dragging my eyes to the regular blogs i read and chatting the minutes away. im wasting company money…and time. haha. well its not my fault that there’s batch after batch of new blood coming in and taking calls. so that leaves me at the end of the rope with nothing else to do but slack during office hours.

i love it.

it gives me time to blog.

it gives me time to write.

it gives me time to read.

it gives me time to relax.

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if i become the president of this company, i will fire every IT department employee who blocks and disables my agents’ surfing and downloading capabilites to sites like friendster or people or miniclip or ym or gtalk or e-messenger.

the root of my anger is because our IT people went disable-happy on our PC’s.

my firefox browser is blocked.

my opera broser is blocked.

my maxthon browser is blocked.

friendster is blocked.

e-messenger is blocked.

half of the ie internet options tab is disabled.

netscape browser is disabled.

any form of downloading capability is disabled.

the fuck?!

im a technical support agent and half of the programs in my PC is either blocked or disabled?!

are they thinking using their big assess?!

tomorrow when i come to work i will take with me a home-made bomb amd throw it at their office and laugh my evil laugh and hope they all burn like hell.

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neil [one of my team mates] came up to me awhile ago to share a secret. seems like a jealous-green-with-envy-monster came up to him to ask if im pregnant. of course, the good friend that he is, said im not. which is fuckin’ true. he said, “she’s just gotten fat.” [thanks, neil].

anyway, this green monster/bitch insisted so and even said, “buntis sya. antay ka lang, manganganak na yan.”

whoa. so you take everyone like you? that when you sleep or live with your boyfriend, automatically, you’d get pregnant? not me. you may have made the same mistake as some did [getting preggy outside marriage and father-of-the-child-doesn’t-damn-care], but please, just shut the fuck up because half  [or more than half] of the female population nowadays are not like you. and just to make you feel better, IM GETTING MARRIED THIS YEAR. yeah, you heard it right. and while some people are left behind by the fathers of their child, mine is eager to be a father of my future, i stress, FUTURE child. i don’t want to sound bitchy to the 10th level but you started it. so before you spread nasty, fugly information around, better look at yourself in the mirror first and be ashamed of yourself.

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i lay dead like a fish out from the water for a good 20 minutes. my head shot in all directions. on my desk. on my keyboard. infront of my monitor. while the rest of the people around me buzzed. there’s work all around. and i dozed for a good 20 minutes. while at work. with supervisors milling around.

very shabby.

but im on my 30-min break so they can kiss my ass if they dared wake me up.

so they left me alone.

so i dozed for 20 minutes in front of my PC while the rest of us corporate slaves worked.

ZzzZZZZZZZZZZ

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we promised that the world wide web would be our only home. we can speak with each other…freely expressing our every thought and emotion. we could brandish and rant as long as we want. we can even cry or laugh. but that’s it. just on the world wide web. that way there would be no complications. because we like each other. we like talking to each other. we like that we agree on several things. we like that…im not sure anymore….all i know is that we like the company that was bonded together with the help of fiber-optic lines and colorful fonts and cute smileys. *sigh*