im back and blogging

im back. again. hahahaha. nothing, i just want to laugh out loud. seriously, it s a cover-up. im stuck. i don’t know what to write. aacck! help! help! help!

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ive been hibernating for the past days. yes, ive been on a hiatus. reason: my mom was sick. she has a heart failure for years already and she usually has these mood swings. she’s okay for a couple of months or maybe a year or two, then boom! she’s sick again. i thought i was used to it. but the first 3 days is a always a blur of panic to drama. but we go by. she’s still under medication. please pray for her immediate recovery….

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my mom, in the middle of being out of breath and having difficulty grasping for words had time to tell me this: im might die anytime and i haven’t seen my grandchildren yet..gah? i look at my back, left, right…uh oh…im alone in the room with her. she’s not telling this to my brother. she’s telling it to me! TO ME! *i hope you picture my reaction here*

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and coincidentally, my dad  was also here. in the philippines. he’s supposed to take a 1-week vacation leave as per his doctor’s orders. he’s been overworked. mega-stressed. and according to his doctor, he have to have a few days of r&r or he’ll be facing a possible burn-out inside a hospital with nurses and doctors scurrying around him. funny how my mom and dad decided to get sick at the same time. ooppss, sorry. its not funny. i mean, how COINCIDENTAl that they got sick at the same time. but my dad’s okay now, thank you very much. he flew back to jeddah last wednesday with a new tan. he was in ilo-ilo and bacolod half the time he was here. *my mom and dad are separated a zillion years ago*

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by the way, here are my latest posessions, thanks to my dad. they may not be included in my wishlist but hey, big big thanks to my best friend…luv yah dad!

*mine doesn’t exactly look like that. it doens’t have the dots and the sole’s white, but the colors! the COLORS are EXACTLY the same. teehee*

*D’Issey Miyake in Rainbow. im sooo in love with the bottles. i like the citrus-y smell, i like the bottles better*

*United Colors of Benetton in Hot. old time favorite. no explanations needed*

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my current shift schedule is crazy. 1st half is 9pm-1am. im home at exactly 1:30am. pester geebee who’s fast asleep and oh-so-comfortable under the sheets for another 30 minutes until i feel sleepy. wake up at 5:30am. heat up my bath. slump at the sofa for another 30 minutes. take a bath at 6am. be at work by 7:30am. log in to the phones again by 8am and debacle with our customers until 12 noon. that’s the 2nd half of our shift. crazy.